To be honest, no. My feeling towards life is neutral, life hates me and I hate it just the same. I hate being that one kid that everyone has to give up what they’re doing just to help. That one slow kid who can’t get what their friends get. That one kid who everyone has to go, “Do you understand? If not I can give up what I’m doing just to help you.” I hate that. I hate how I get looked down on. My friends don’t do it on purpose, but I can tell from their tone. I hate being that one kid that everyone has to just look out for. I hate having to depend on people. I hate being pitied by my peers, the very same people I call my friends. I hate having to fake a smile day in and day out just to get through every day. I really detest my life, but what can I do.
Caring, funny, has a good personality, someone who isn’t a complete idiot, someone who I can respect.
Total asshole, backstabber, gossip kings, obnoxious, idiotic, arrogant, someone I can’t respect.
I hate people who ask the dumbest questions. I hate people who are self-centered and egotistic. You know, those air heads who go around saying how pretty they are and what not.
The old you, the one who was always there for me. The old you who was my best friend, the one who I came to for everything and I held close to my heart. Not the person who’s a stranger to me.
1. Goofy- La Li Li.
3. Baby G- Cryin’ part 2.
4. MBLAQ- If you come into my heart.
5. Lee Seung Gi- Losing my mind.
and the fact that I can’t do anything about it. I’ve tried, but it feels like you have no interest in helping me rebuild our bond and make it work like it used to. We never talk anymore, and if we do, our conversations are always so blank. I really miss the way we used to be.
There’s going to be an 80% Chance of rain on Tuesday, which means I can’t go to firewheel. Well, I could go to a different mall, but I don’t want to trouble Billy and make him take me somewhere else, STAYING HOME IT IS.
- Make weird faces
- Say “aww”
- Asks how your day was
- Don’t care about their appearance
- Play with their younger siblings!!!
- When they dance ridiculous
- Lick their lips
- Get frustrated
- Has a cute “bromance” partner
- Argues with you but lets you win in the end
- Calls you to make sure you’re home safe
- Asks for goodbye hugs
- Models with your handbags
- Lets you link arm for a longtime even though arm linking is more comfortable to a girl
and already I’ve gotten into a fight with everyone in the house.
Not a fucking good morning.
It’s okay, I’m the same way.
Can you kindly shut the fuck up? No shit I have pimples, I can clearly see them, you nagging me and calling me ugly and telling me that my skin is ugly isn’t going to do a damn thing about it. Do you know why I break out? Because of school related stress. Why am I stressed in school? Because of you. You’re always on my ass for making low B’s, shit, you’re on my ass for making low A’s. JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP. You make me take outrageously hard and stressful classes and nag the fuck out of me when I don’t make the grades you want me to. Yeah I know I have ugly skin, but shit, you’re not so damn perfect yourself. Okay, so you just came back from getting surgery, for the past week I’ve been your servant. Whenever you’re thirsty and can’t walk 4 feet to get yourself some water, I DO, I have to wake up at 6 every morning just to help you get out of bed and do random shit around the house, the least you can do is not be on my ass. You told me to drive to Wal-Mart, just to get you some perscribed pills, NEWS FLASH, I’M UNDERAGE, I CAN’T GET THEM. What do you do? You smack me across the face for not doing what you wanted me to, and then proceed to throw your iPhone at me and then a pot. Yeah that loud “Boom” you heard was my head hitting the wall, but did you care? NO, you just called dad and told him that I wasn’t listening to you. And now today, you woke me up early just to tell me that my skin is oily and ugly. My fucking bad for having oily skin, it’s not as if I wanted to have oily skin. I DON’T. Just honestly, my birthday is coming up, and the one thing I want from you is if you can kindly just shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
There are many songs. I can’t pick.
Any moment when I’m with my friends make me laugh.(:<3